On our wedding day, everything happened so quickly...
Hair fixed, face beautified, the dress
Walked down the aisle, said our vows, exchanged our first kiss.
Pictures, food, dancing, greeting, and thanking.
Said our farewells and drove away from the church to our hotel... ... ...
Three years later I find myself in a place far from what was on my mind...
Lugging around a belly, attempting to find anything in the closet that fits.
Cleaning my house, getting ready for the sitters to arrive.
Throwing up the hair, whisking on [the beloved] mascara, just in time...
I can't stop the smile from spreading across my face.
Though some days I find myself caught up in thoughts such as Motherhood doesn't suit me... or Ya know, marriage doesn't suit me either.... I am thankful to God that I find myself here.
Because above all things I am where He wants me to be. And despite my wishing upon times that never got to happen for just Jason and myself; we have one - and a second coming - more adored member with which to share and make precious moments. The joys are increased.
My heart is grateful.
My life is overwhelmed with love.
My husband and I are the best of friends; true confidantes, patient in love, and evermore becoming entwined as one.
All thanks be to God, our Creator, greatest Lover, and healing Saviour.
Jason, without you I cannot truly be me.